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Review of ‘Memoirs of a Hippy Girl in India’ by Ann BeCoy

Review of ‘Memoirs of a Hippy Girl in India’ by Ann BeCoy

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It is a rare person who can review their life without resort to spin; after all who of us truly wants to portray ourselves publicly warts and all? Ann BeCoy, in writing about her year in India in 1972, has achieved this feat and taken the reader inside the mind of a naiive19-year old from Toronto who accidentally finds herself in a continent about which she knows absolutely nothing.

Ann originally wrote in 1984, just twelve years after the experiences she describes, using the third person. This re-write of recent years, in the first person, resists all temptations to comment from a mature perspective and allows us to participate in her journey as if we travelled with her. What a journey it was!

And what an era it was. The hippy phenomenon had flowered and gone to seed in the West, but lived on in the mass migration to the mystic East that took place on the road to Kathmandu in the 1970’s. Suddenly the answers to questions about peace and love, free sex and drug use seemed to have answers in an ancient culture that had pondered such matters for millennia. There were sadhus -spiritual mystics – who used pot; gurus advocating free sex based on Tantric scriptures; religions like Jainism that were based on non-violence to all living creatures.

Ann knew none of this when she followed a boyfriend on a whim and landed at Bombay. She knew that drugs were involved, and shady deals and men older than herself who found her attractive. She was totally unprepared for an India that in return knew nothing of hippies except their reputation for nudity and being free and easy in matters sexual. The clothes she brought with her –mini skirts! – lead her into a near-riot in the bazaar, while the sexually frustrated son of a middle-class Indian family who invite her to stay with them invades her bed one night.

Ann’s description of her months in Bombay’s Arthur Road jail, I found simply riveting. Her writing gets repetitive here, but this technical flaw actually heightened the reading experience for me, because her lonely days were repetitive in the extreme. Isolated from the two men busted with her, and the sole Westerner in a group of Hindi-speaking women inmates, she alternates between despair at the labyrinthine legal processes, guilt at deceiving her parents (she sends them postcards describing fictional days exploring India), and disillusionment with the god of her Christian upbringing who refuses any response to her desperate prayers for release.

Even in this spiritual crisis however she proves to be way out of her depth. The hippies she spends time with, in Goa, Delhi and Rishikesh, are busy doing the rounds of the spiritual supermarket, and Ann gets to tag along to meetings with Osho (Rajneesh), Krishnamurti, Neem Karoli Baba et al. But Ann is far too immature to get much from any of them. There is a rare description of a personal encounter with Osho in which he experiments with energy work on her, but her 19-year old sexual hangups leave her seeing it all in terms of lust and leaving in disgust (just how confused it leaves her shows when she keeps the sannyas name, Diksha, that he gives her). Likewise Krishnamurti, whose talk she admits is way over her head.

Poor Ann finds herself always an outsider, trying to adapt to two cultures (traditional India and hippy) that are both alien to her. She makes an effort, switching her mini-skirt for a sari, going along to opium dens with the boys, and there are transitory moments of happiness: a friendship in jail with a prostitute who teaches her chappati making and Hindi songs and dances; two Osho sannyasins, Tony and Rene, who bring her books and fruit in jail and befriend her on her release. But young Ann seems to have a knack for picking losers, and her crisis comes to a head when her lover abandons her in an isolated cabin in the Himalayas. Soon she is left with just two down and out drug runners to choose between as company. Inevitably her choice leads to a run, and the remainder of the book deals with the consequences as she lands back in Canada.

In resisting the temptation to comment as an author, Ann leaves the reader with many questions around what influence her six months in India has had on her life since (I look forward to the publication of Part 2 when she promises to address this) and also pondering the general significance of the 60’s. Todays interest in vegetarianism, Eastern spirituality, non-violent resistance – all have roots in the collision between the 60’s counter culture and India. Tibetan temples sprout in California, the Dalai Lama can command devoted crowds that everyday politicians must envy, Osho’s language has influenced nearly every spiritual teacher on the planet, while marijuana use is currently being legalized around the globe. Even if they are not fully aware of it, Ann’s heirs, the backpackers who today throng Goa’s beaches and Dharamsala’s hills, still imbibe a heady fusion of India’s vibe together with their cappuchinos and bongs. What they bring back with them and what they do with what they bring is an ongoing question for the world, as it must be for Ann BeCoy.

Composer and filmmaker Chinmaya Dunster travelled the Hippy Trail from London to India in 1975. He took sannyas from Osho in 1982.

2 Comments

  1. A fantastic read so far .

  2. I need to to thank you for this fantastic read!! I certainly loved every little bit of it.I have got you
    book marked to check out new things you post…

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